RUN

I want to run, run so far no one and nothing can touch me. I don't want to think about anyone dying or sneaky little girls hiding food in her room. I don't want to hear rejection calls or children complaining because they have to help clean house! I just want to run far into the ocean and float for miles to my own private deserted island where it is just me and God and nothing! I want to run so far that I can't see the disgusted look on my husbands face because once again I failed to meet his expectations or be able to hear what ever YOU want, as long as YOU are happy. Truth is, i am never HAPPY, I don't know what i want out of life. Do i want to work or be a stay at home mom or do I want to run, run far far away like Forrest did? Today my life is too much and I don't want to live it anymore, hopefully tomorrow God will give me the strength to not run but stay.